And then we send men and, now, women off to war.
We find out that perhaps we’re not in Afghanistan to spread democracy and human rights. We read about Malalai Joya and her fight for minority rights and how American Political Leadership has not only ignored her and those like her but actively stood against her.
We commit atrocities such as, the obvious, Abu Ghraib. We find that some of our fellow soldiers have raped non-combatant locals in our theaters of war AND that some high ranking members of our military sought to cover up those crimes. We learn that our President is willing to kill any and all random “military aged males” who happen to congregate in areas which he or some military or intelligence official deems and geographic area of concern. We learn that the American President has signed off on the assassination of American citizens in effect becoming judge, jury and executioner.
We find, in the end, that we are not so exceptional.
And these are the moral enigmas bewildering us outside of America’s borders.
At some point, one has to ask oneself; “What am I fighting for? Is THIS America worth the sacrifice or potential sacrifice of my life?”
It is a difficult question to ask? And if one believes that yes, America is worth fighting for, then how does one go about doing so. Does one fight for the status quo or does one fight to change this status quo.
It must have been incredibly ironic for Black World War II soldiers to return home to America and Jim Crow after fighting for “Freedom and Democracy” in Europe and Africa.
It must be ironic to travel to Iraq and Afghanistan to fight for minority rights and Democracy, Freedom and Liberty only to return to the America of Homeland Security and TSA Airport fascism, NSA home spying, Defense of Marriage Amendments and life sentences for marijuana.
There is a cognitive dissonance associated with fighting for a cause in a foreign land only to return to an America in which Statism has slowly, quietly and criminally creeped into everyday America life.
The moral ambiguity of fighting for citizens rights across the world while losing rights at home must be bewildering.
If we are fighting for the rights of the people of Afghanistan to forge their own national identity and to exercise freedom and liberty, our return home through airports that are now essentially prisons from which there may be no escape once one has become a “suspect” where they can detain you indefinitely for nearly any reason. I can see how a soldier would begin to question his sacrifice at that moment.
I have been held at a US airport for upwards of 12 hours for no reason and for mistaken identity. Yet, I have been in Afghanistan attempting to teach these people about rights, freedom, liberty, due process and similar theories.
Take all of this together and I have to ask myself sometimes if I should not have been fighting in America for these ideals rather than wasting time overseas as Iost my rights as an American to the very people who have sent America’s soldiers overseas in the first place.
Bergdahl, apparently, had a moral crisis in Afghanistan. He asked questions that I know have been asked by many. His conclusion was that his commitment to the Army was not worth his soul. Perhaps, he should have stayed on and committed suicide. He would then be honored as a soldier instead of being vilified as a deserter. Sometimes, the Army is not worth one’s soul.
Perhaps, Bergdahl felt that the mission in Afghanistan and the Army that was “half assing it” was not worth further sacrifice.
He must be willing to accept the consequences of having contracted with the military and then “renegging” on said contract for acting on his conscience. However, there is no doubt from his emails that he was morally conflicted and having been around the military for nearly 30 years, I know exactly how he felt. It’s one of the reasons that I did not retire.
I spent two tours in Korea listening to half literate NCOs calling the Korean Augmentees “buckets” which was short for bucket head. I’ve been around many military members in Afghanistan who treat Afghans as though they were sub-human. This was one of the primary complaints of Bergdahl.
He was a lower ranking enlisted person with absolutely no power to affect change. A Specialist does not tell an NCO in an Infantry company that he doesn’t like the way said NCO talks to anyone. It’s just not done. Where is the outlet for this? Upping it to the Chain of Command. lol I’m sure that would have worked out well.
In the end, the Army failed Bergdahl as much if not more than Bergdahl failed the Army.
Moral dissonance…moral injury. There’s your first case. I’ve been conflicted over this since I first heard that this kid went AWOL back in ’08 or ‘9. He’s a traitor, a deserter but…wait a minute…he’s also a kid who was caught in a situation which conflicted with his morals.
This case has the potential to rip the military apart and America along with it. And it is exactly about Morality, Moral and psychological injury and damage. This is a kid who seems to have thought deeply. He broke laws. He made his decision. He should face the consequences but that does not make this any less poignant of a situation for Bergdahl, the Military and America. This could rip America to shreds if it is covered honestly.
No fear there…it will become political circus instead.
